Cloud

 How quickly did it end I cannot even explain

One thing about you, anything I gained

It's so funny in my head now how we got engaged

Entrapped in a mist where we both didn't wait.

I saw you first indeed, the second my heart took a flight 

Genuinely serious about how you took me out of sight

In the dark, in the haze, where I didn't know myself

Came out questioning things no one knew were said 

In my head, in my mind, 

Only your name on the line.

My friend saw you laughing, your skin must've shined bright

I wish I was there to see you but your hands were in someone else's sight

All lost in a wind, your laughter like glitter

Her all black hair shined golden to silver 

My voice inaudible, if you ever cared to listen

My presence like the black void you've always glistened.

It's so stupid to ask anything from you 

How did I even think someone new would come through

Ask for me, care for me, look for me in the room

So funny in my mind, as always humorous to you. 

I know you're busy, you've got all your things due

When I ask for some time, you've all your things due

I shouldn't have asked you that day, since then my heart is aloof

I've lost touch of someone perfect for me like you.

People come and go though I always wish you'd stay

But god forbid you're not like me, not like I cared

I just wanted someone and my heart stopped when you stare

It goes silent before someone I know I meant.

I guess you're too different from me, I like freedom as much as air

You're a ghost in my story now I someday planned to share

But some situations end up like a dare

Life played on me, and I never played it fair

Logical to kill my dreams, still possessive to scare

I know I'll win, I'll always win when I care

Loss and like, all the same to me

I'll always win when I'll care.