Blue cap

 I stared into your eyes for long that evening,

Spiders do crawl but their touch can't be felt before your eyes,

Why are there questions i don't have an answer to inside my head

You're as pretty as violets blooming in the moonlight

I love your G tone voice and your presence so much

I know you don't read me though i wish you did

I'm just another wanderer like you 

How come we met and i write lines about you

I never cross your mind like i wish I'd do

Maybe once i did, maybe twice across your eyes

The words i desire from your lips still hide

That ac chamber, that throttle event with you

Those singing sessions plus your cap so blue

Sometimes it makes me sick, it grips me to a point

No breath across my lips, just your invisible caress

Let me go on and on today to find the piece within me

The string you pulled, the dreams i see

What is it about you that draws me in, what is it i believe in about you

I wish you were a closer friend of mine, i wish you were here

Under the clouds we walk on and on

That salt drink you bought and sipped near me

I smell your scent, i take you in

Without another glance, i read you in me

Your codes locked in my head

My hands itch to touch your hairs

Maybe many eyes on me, but i want yours instead

If your presence was a scent, I'd drown in it

Those lavender clouds that pass by when you're near

I'm scared to look at you with eyes of fear

You won't notice me, you'd pass me by

Such lust for your voice i could hear myself cry

It's literally nothing, this passing feeling

I wish a lot of things upon you and me

That stage play just for you and me

That pink and red and blue flying colors all in my head

They blind my sight, they tell me to run

Either to hide or run into you

I wish you were a haven, a covert hidden from sight

I wish you were not human so that i could be safe and without an embarass

Talk to me, tell me more about you

I wish these things upon you and me

Sing my heart, scream my desperation

There's nothing I've found yet which entice me about you

You whistle to girls, you don't have much rules

The very thing i desire from myself to bloom

In the night my dreams stroll past your window

I told you I'm just another wanderer finally meeting someone alike

Maybe I'll go on and on until i find you in me

That space, that breath, any place where you stay

I'll find you and tell you my name

I'll let you remember it for long before we fade

In that rain, my clothes all wet

I entered the cafe and looked for your eyes

They met, i waved and i saw your eyes rise from me and falter from the one beside

I waved until you overlooked

Until that magic disappeared, that spark lost its brightness

But i sat outside, still wet in the rain

I talked of love and stared at you through the pane

You were there, you didn't see me

I wish i was on drugs, hallucinating you with me

But you stepped out the door, damp in your clothes

Then you slowly glanced at my side but i couldn't see yours

Night with its light ate away our spark

Your eyes walked away and i stared at the dark

Your back, your slick hairs

Your ride back home without my care

You are annoying, you're carless but you like me i know

I'm my favorite person but you can still be some more

Slightly better I'll surpass your surmise someday

I'll become better and I'll forget you just like that

But you were here in my way, someday I'll remember

This fire in me won't let me scramble

I'll rise and you'll forget this spark

You'll play along and I'll share my part.