Moon

 Never mind how many hands I cross

You can say I can't touch yours

We feel present and we stare for long

How many seconds passed since you saw that in me?

Past your sight once a day I walk

Accidentally or fortuitously, you were all I saw

The world stood silent when you smiled at me

Not red or blue, but all white and always unseen.

There's something I miss

Something I can't notice about you

You're the kind of haven I've long chased for 

But I can't decipher this all through.

Every time we talk and look at each other

Your sympathetic eyes erase all my colors

All the paints merging into one single hue

The color of it is blind to my moon.

How can someone become such an irony like me

Caring in the head and indifferent in between

My texts lay haunted on your desk

You pick them up like pieces of chess.

This similarity i feel inside my head

We look for fun, we chase after breath

I forget to sleep, you sleep to rest

Still in between with same shoes ahead.

You were the first, you'll always be the last

There'll be many on the path as I'm far too gone to part

I live for that mess, i live for that noon

You walk past me, and i walk on to you.

Your drinks in front of me and my heart open to you,

I won't take yours, you won't take me any soon,

Because i know i am a wanderer and you're so unfused,

We're both detatched from what should be true.

Still I'll sit in the cafes, at night looking for you

I know you'll come and I'll wave at you

Your blue cap and my glassy eyes,

What a combination of pretty lies.