Stephen

 Stephen I don't know if you feel the same,

I try so hard to be the one I really am,
But I am afraid to show the parts of me,
No one knew were really mine.

Stephen I know there's no time like this in life,
We have got so much to do and little to feel about,
But I know you feel things, you feel things I don't know,
And i hope there's something of me you think about.

Stephen I know i should have told you,
I should have opened up my heart and said I have so much more,
But I didn't, I was afraid to pluck any string of your blood,
Which could tell you that I am not the one you could be looking for.

Stephen i feel so happy when I am around you,
I feel the butterflies and moths, all tangled in a moon,
The shine i see in your eyes and the way you say the words,
It all feels like a river of music flowing through my bones.

Stephen i know i shouldn't have waved at you that day,
You were walking away but the thing was it that you were looking my way,
My fingers go stiff and they want to make you smile,
So I waved and waved and waved till I knew it wasn't fine.

Stephen i think i am drowning in this sea of your paradise,
This poison is poisoning my wretched mind,
This feeling of everything to be just fit in the line.
It isn't making any sense to me than your smile.

Stephen i feel so overthinking my every word,
I wish you could clear what you always mean,
I don't seem to get it ever, ever and ever,
I don't think I'll be okay till the next September.

Stephen i know we can't be together,
This time, this stream, this call for everything,
Doesn't sits in a room of our responsibilities,
This isn't right, isn't right, right, i know.

Stephen I wish you were the reason I don't believe in love,
But you are making it seem simple and real,
These unspoken words of yours and your sweet, sweet smile,
Its making my heart jump a million times into the pitfalls of me.