(Im bored)

 Home is nowhere in my head

Your voice still lingers in my den
Despite my rebel, salt in my scars
Your face is still all my light in the dark.

I want to say it's stupid to wait for you
But again you're the fire for me
I live and die for the moments we create
I'm alive for you as it seems.

But I want to live for myself
I want to say that you like it
Because I've already owned it in my hands
I've been there, breathed in those shadows
I want to say I'm ahead of you
But love isn't a race
In all of its moons.

I wish I could say goodbye to you
But again the thought makes me shiver
You're not poisoning me
I'm just afraid how much of this love I can give
I'm surprised I never bled in this battle
My hands never left yours
I wish we were in the same boat
But my oceans never met yours.

Say for once I'm pathetic to think all this
I'm a traitor to feel you so deeply
I wish a million things which could go wrong
But us still standing still says a lot about me
Says a lot about our love so complete.