How stupid of me

 How stupid of me

To believe in black and blue
When white is all persists
And the world is hued.
My hands all colored
I look up to the moon
It's all black and white
But then there's you.

How stupid of me
To run into you
Your face like fireworks
My town, all sad and doomed.
But you lit up the lamps
In each and every corner
Now I'm the light
You're my igniter.
But how stupid of me
To expect the town to burn
In flames of me and you
Wherein life, we learn
It's all messed up beneath.

How stupid of me
To call you 'my someone'
Whom I look upto when they say love
When they say I have something for someone.
How I wish it was me
Whom you'd sneak glances at
My whole year spent in your memories
And my ashes, flames burnt at.

How stupid of me
To stay up and until late night
For you to text or even a post
To hint something on our lore.
I thought I won when we sang
We won when you held my hand
But how little did I know that hand had held many
Like or not love, that hand had held many.

How stupid of me to
Think this is all about me
All about how the sky is beneath and my world above
My ground is nowhere but I'm here.
How I float in our oceans,
all filled with my tears
So sour, so blue,
It's almost three years.
Nothing could convince me
I'll stay for this long
Though I'm moving on,
Afraid this heart will hold on.

How too stupid of me
To think you had fallen for me too
You'd talk about messy things
and some kinda love undue.
My love all rented, never paid back
My skies all borrowed, never touched like that
How high you've gotten me, how low have I ever felt,
My love has morphed into a sweet goodbye.

How so stupid of me, I know, I know,
When love is so far and your light a glow
I've walked these woods for long,
And believe me, I loved every blind spot of it
But how stupid this love itself is
How stupid my love itself is
To delve in you had fallen for me too
To float in you had fallen for me too.