turning

 And everytime I look into your eyes

I feel things heavier than emotions
Like if skies could sing,
They'll be singing a song of you to me at that moment.

Its strange I have left behind the feeling
Of being forever with you, your voice
Its strange how I have grown over that obsession
But falling into this moment is like falling for a different version of you
All over again
I am repeating the same fairy-tale.

How can someone ever guess
The love I have for you in my eyes
How can you know
When I never show and tell
When I never wither to your side or crib at your presence
When I don't talk to my friends about you
You are the most beautiful thing for me in this world
I have to tell the flowers there is someone prettier than them
Of course birds will be jealous
Someone sings better than them

My diaries will know someone has taken over my heart again
I'm such a fragile thing, so vulnerable for attention
You are right here and right where I need you
But you're there too, sometimes beside her, sometimes behind her
I hate her, now or always did I cannot know
But i know for sure what I don't like about you and her
You're a terrible person for making me feel that way
Your fingers so beautiful they're made for me
Why run it for? Why think about her when I'm right here.

And just like that it all comes to Jealousy, distress and grief
What I have for you is turning into something so ugly
Please stop this, come to me and say you like me too
Please say you'll want me over everything anew, aloof, as good as the moon
Please.
Stop this nightmare and come to me.
I don't want you to leave
I don't want me to leave