There is no escape from grief

 There is no escape from grief for sure.

If I failed the test, I feel bad. That was the first time i ever failed a real thing and, if i think more, it isn't that i was failing for the first time. I have failed a lot of times before. In the tuition tests I couldn't pass, which I left a year later because I couldn't bear, in the answers that I failed to write in an exam, in the answers that I failed to give in a viva. I have failed so many times before, I just didn't realize it. But can my one fail really determine my everything? Can that one failed test decide my upcoming test results. Can't I grow up, go ahead and work for another test? I can, right? I can. No strings attached.

(5 march 24)