A Meet

 I wore the new dress that day of the meet which i bought the day before alone. The dress is not that expensive but a mixture of the best brown color combination i have ever worn before. 

I matched a russet colored gatsby on top of my head whose hairs were woven in a loose braid falling till slight above my waist, and curled on the fringes. I kept the original black color i had in them since childhood, though an urge crept up my soul to shade them purple but it's okay. Then i was wearing a long brown coat over a skin colored turtleneck shirt. At the bottom, i had pulled over cedar colored skinny pants.

I wasn't expecting much from my life when i was young but i had this one dream fixated in my mind which fueled me to move forward anyhow, to meet my favorite artists, enhypen. I did have a dream of becoming a doctor but a certain shiver always used to chill my pain whenever i thought of my dreams getting shattered to the core. But now i know, it will all be alright. 

Now that i have become the person i always wanted to be, by thrives and dives, and cuts and burns, i am happy i am who i am now. I know i have left behind my family back in my homeland and built a home here abroad with my sister, where i live here for it's my 24 hour job but my sister is always there to visit my parents now and then. Of course we are thinking of settling them here but i think it is a long call for them.

Anyways, thoughts aside from the negative parts of my life, i made my way to the fansign event. I know it may seem childish for a 25 year old like me, but i know, it has been my dream just to tell them once or so how they have kept me happy and how much i wished to meet them. 

When i enter the line the many girls or so there are staring at me for long. If i was still a kid, it would have affected to the core that i was compelled to leave the place just by the weight of my thoughts, but now that i have learnt how to hold my ground, i am not leaving. 

I think i reached late as there were not much people now around the artists upon whom i could peek from behind the curtains, but i guess many left already.

are what am i even writing, they will disband for sure until i turn 25 lol. I am ending this. Hehe.